Tuesday, December 3, 2024 β’ 11:05β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
Today, I became acutely aware of my daily stress levels. This realization came suddenly after lunchtime at work today. There was nothing particularly distressing that caused me to feel sad. However, my body had a strong urge to cry and release negative energy. I cried for a while at my desk before the colleagues began returning to the office from their lunch break. It is now nighttime, and everything is as usual as it has been for the past ten years. I bring my body awareness to the present moment and find that it feels numb. I am tired of life without taking action, have lost interest in everything, and am unable to feel hunger or thirst constantly. Every day, I am uncertain about the purpose of my life. This feeling is not pleasant. I was unaware that I have been experiencing these emotions for years. Even positive events do not bring me overwhelming happiness. Without any specific reason, I began to cry. My body simply wanted to release its emotional burden. It was not moving towards the life it wanted to do. π₯Ί Cry time. Bye.
Sunday, November 24, 2024 β’ 12:55β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
I just finished a 3.33km run downstairs, but it took me 30 minutes to burn off just 233 calories! I wanted to keep going, but suddenly, I felt really unwell. Luckily, I was passing by the route near my house when the discomfort started. I was feeling shallow and short of breath, dehydrated, and even losing my vision. I could have fainted right there. But I managed to drag myself home, and I collapsed right on the floor. Currently, exercising is too strenuous for me. However, this is understandable given my current weight gain compared to my previous fitness level. All this effort motivated by the desire for improved health, and I cannot overlook the $150 reward offered to meet the BMI requirement during the upcoming company health screening! π Gonna head to Kaiβs place for a few days.. ciaoz.
Saturday, September 28, 2024 β’ 10:18β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
Warung Ijo lunch with Kai bb We had late lunch at about 3pm at Warung Ijo (Grantral Mall). He doesn't like Warung Ijo, but give it another chance. We both ordered kolo mee and shared a bowl of bakso soup. Alright, today's meal really is so-so. I guess it's not the ideal food choices selection. After makan, we went into Scarlett.. and bb bought a yoghurt nei nei for me b'cos he said i am his baby. πΌπΌ Lol The gold treasure chest box is my love at first sight π€ After this, we quick stop at AMK - he collects some stuff. Set off to Paya Lebar's SingPost Centre to catch Wild Robot movie in Golden Village. bb watch cartoon movie together with me, and after the show, he also agreed that this movie is nice^^ .. a lot better than BeetleJuice haha π€*after watching cute robot happy happy π WILD ROBOT! Cutie βΏβ₯βΏβ₯βΏ Super big portion! I like the leicha soup very much, they give a generous amount of spinach and the leicha broth is thick. I requested for separate chili and add chili oil... but guess what, the auntie did not inform me that the chili oil contains garlic, and I emptied my bowl/plate of ban mian and soup. :(
Thursday, September 26, 2024 β’ 11:34β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
Went for a full sponsorship part time studies briefing at Waterhub this afternoon. Hoping to know more about what degree courses they offer and if they are opening up application for scholarship (full time studies with full sponsorship) but nope.. no full time studies offer and no AI courses. :( After the briefing, stayed back for about half an hour to mingle and ask question about the part time sponsorship. Kai bb came to pick me up from Waterhub :) By the time I reach home, it was about time to knock off. So, he just stayed along and we decided to drive in JB for dinner at Roots @ Mount Austin. As we were on the way driving to Mid Valley, the GPS routed us past V Taste, so we stopped by and shop for some Tomato Lays stock up. xD Shopping at Mid Valley is relaxing and not overcrowded. However, we do realize that the Singaporeans crowd at Mid Valley and Mount Austin is on the rise.. Hopefully the price of goods and service there remains :) Found Purikura in the arcade by surprise! π our first wefie with purikura Able to draw and decorate! no longer need to go Japan for neoprints taking :) pics came out looking really small good experience though ^^ At petrol station before heading back to Sg, this froggy mascot shows up around petrol station walking around. Waved to him and froggy wave back to us hehehe. I did not notice that he is carrying a donation box as I did not wear specs, until Kai bb told me as we left. Opps.. Thats all for our short jb trip today! Goodnight π΄π
Tuesday, September 24, 2024 β’ 10:21β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
It's mum's birthday today.. π Met up with Alice for dinner today. We met at Somerset Triple One and she brought me to visit Young Living's office, the place where she signed up for the member to purchase Ningxia drink. This is the drink she highly recommending to me because it helps her sleep better and feel more energized throughout her day. After that we took a bus to Far East Plaza for Kangsu kolo mee. She said the kolo mee is nice, and i told her that the one at Chinatown People's Park Centre is even nicer~ Could be our next meet up dinnerπ haha ![]() Didn't take wefie today.. Today seems like i'm more tired than Alice hahaha. Maybe cos i slept at 1am+ last night and woke up at 4am sharp to continue researching some stuffs, only a few hours of sleep. She share so much about the Ningxia Red drink.. I felt like its some MLM thing haha.. but she's my friend, and I believe she really meant well for me and is just sharing good things that helped her. So yep, I do not count this as MLM. she also no hard selling =) I did get brainwashed somehow, especially I felt super sleepy that time and tired is like a norm for me. I told her if I can buy 1 bottle to try. Followed her home to get a bottle (she let go at her member wholesale price) and I am very excited to feel the energized level as described by the consumers. She drove me back home on her family car. Thank you! It was a good catchup, but I don't know why I don't feel she's as happy as before anymore.. even though, she no longer tell me that she is sleepy.. maybe it's just me not enough sleep.. I better sleep early 2nite ^^ _____ Follow up: Tried this ningxia drink for the past 3 days.. i do sleep longer and the tiredness feels different, but every night getting weird dreams. Making me suspect is there something in this ningxia drink. Good thing is that the tiredness is not the kind which I can't do anything even walking to kitchen to drink a cup of water.. I don't know how to describe, but it's just... tired but still can keep awake and function as normal person already. However, my face suddenly became super dry and entire face grew mini spotty rashes and feels rough, thankfully it can be covered by makeup. Dunno is it because of this Ningxia drink, or because of slight allergy to the facial treatment I've had the day before, or I am suppose to drink up more water after taking this health drink... nevertheless, I know I should stop drinking this as it contains an ingredient that I can't drink. Wondering if I should try one last time and see how the body react again, or give it to Alice.. i don't know, haha...
Monday, September 23, 2024 β’ 10:00β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
Calvin came and talked to me this evening, and gave me cute gummy bear tea. Today seems ok... if only our communication is like that all the time :') So cute, thank you Calvin π
Friday, September 20, 2024 β’ 11:10β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
Kai bb bought me the latest iPhone 16 Pro Max 512GB for this year's anniversary present, thank you bb! Muack muack! ππ Pre-ordered the phone thru apple store on last Friday 8pm sharp inside bb's car on our way to shifu's house. Someone just gave me his card to make payment. haha. Xie xie b for genuinely being very happy when I was damn excited about new phone π₯°π The phone arrived today at 2.19pm. Gotta wait for my santa claus to unbox the phone together, so waited for him to come back from jb :) He came at 5.30pm and we unbox it together~ whoohooooo οΌ―(β§ββ¦)οΌ― ![]() The phone came delivered in this brown hard envelope~ ![]() 5:40 PM - Time to start unboxing phone!!!!!!!!! π€© ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() The feeeeel of new phone in the hands.... awwww π Thank you Kai bb π€ππ ![]() ![]() ![]() It shows 7 hours is required for porting data over to new phone βοΈ - tick β° tok β° tick β° tok . . ![]() 8:25 PM - impatiently waiting for file transfer at shifu's place, haha Playing new phone with big screen now π It's an upgrade from small screen (iPhone 13 mini, 256 GB to latest iPhone 16 Pro Max, 512 GB) I am so used to holding this big phone, love this so much! I mean.. my santa claus π
π Off to play phone now, Ciao~~ π
Wednesday, September 18, 2024 β’ 10:02β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
First time Kai bb eating meal at the super healthy place in Fortune Centre, very surprised that he enjoys the food ββΏβ This place New Green Pasture Cafe - selling all the healthy, organic and no msg vegetarian food. A little pricey - about $10 per plate of main dish. Somewhere you can replenish nutrients if you don't want to eat meat π Jalan jalan after makan.. :)
Saturday, September 14, 2024 β’ 11:25β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
JB trip with Li Ying! When was the last time we both went JB together.. i think it's ages ago... schooling period? Lol She told me that we are leaving home at 10am, but ended up she sleeps and we only left at around 2.50pm. We took a bus to CWP and exchanged ringgit, then take bus 903 to Woodlands checkpoint. The crowd is not empty, but traffic is smooth and we reach City Square very quickly. It was about 3.30pm when our food is served. This is lunch. We decided that we can only do TCM (6pm appt), no more hair treatment and do nails. She doesn't like the food at JB Nomvnom.. haha jb ootd for each other lol another pic with her cos i really have very little photos with her We shopped around KSL - clothes, mooncakes fair... and then rushed to taxi stand to hop onto our Grab ride to TCM place. Spend $270sgd for the TCM today coz I bought 1 week of medicines. Otherwise it will just be about $90sgd for TCM half-body treatment. We took Grab back to City Square for about 57RM.. traffic jam near City Square as always. Alighted City Square at 9.15pm, so worried the shops are close.. but luckily we still able to shop a bit and also bought discounted vegetarian mooncakes, not forgetting Neoprints! dunno why sis posing her messy hair for me.. hahaπ
The bus journey back to Sg is quite smooth for us too. Somehow, we skipped the hours of queue for bus boarding at JB custom. Joined the special bus without waiting very smoothly... blur blur and just managed our way onto the bus. And that's our day!
Monday, August 26, 2024 β’ 11:18β―PM β’ 0 Sweet hearts
After work, randomly saw FB post by Man Kou Xiang Stinky Tofu is finally back with having their booth at Sembawang MRT station for 14 days. Have a sudden urge to take my phone and wallet to patron them immediately. Texted Kai bb about this and he told me to wait for him at home, he will come and fetch me there haha. bb keep me updated on his location and we were there by 8.30pm. Good business and constantly long queue! I think Singaporeans are deprived of their stinky tofu for almost a year, now cannot take it anymore haha. They introduced many more flavors, even have durian flavor stinky tofu. We go for the traditional spicy flavor for vegetarian, ordered the large set (10 pcs) for $11.50 to share. This pasar malam at Sembawang this time is seriously successful. The entire pasar malam isn't hot and you will not sweat. Either ventilation is too good, or they install air-con fans inside. Not only that, there is also a sakura theme set up area for people to sit down relax and enjoy their food. The grass is artificial, and we sat down below a sakura tree to enjoy our stinky tofu before shifting to the 'pavilion' background (seen in the picture below) Cooling place to chill and have fans blowing cold water vapour at this sakura garden. A pity that this pasar malam only lasting for 2 weeks. Hope they keep up this standard and come back again! :) Erm.. without selling meat, haha. We sat down enjoying each other's companion and chatting about random stuffs... after that he decided to buy some durians. Durians here also long queue. Selling mao shan wang for $10 / kg. Kai bb bought 4 durians at $64. Bought the durians back home and we eat together with popo and Li Hao. Finished the durians in a night. Li Hao said this "TOP" brand sells at affordable price and he usually buy durian from them all along. O.O I really didn't know he studied places selling cheap and yummy durians. Haha.
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